This time 9 years ago I was fast asleep camping in Ambleside. The day before I had a phone call with you. Can't say it was a very long one, but I am glad that last thing we said to each other is that I loved you and you loved me! The next day you were to die and I was told the following morning x I can honestly say it was the worst fear of my life come true x I miss you and I think of you a lot, particularly around this time of year x 9 years is a lifetime mart, I only wish you could be here today x you were and are so special to me x I love you x